I was

Psalm 22:6
But I am a worm and not a man, scorned by men and despised by the people.

Psalm 69:19, 20
You know my reproach, my shame and disgrace. All my adversaries are before You. . . .

Psalm 89:50, 51
Remember, O Lord, the reproach of Your servants, which I bear in my heart from so many people, . . .

Isaiah 49:7
Thus says the LORD, the Redeemer and Holy One of Israel, to him who was despised and abhorred by the nation, to the servant of rulers: "Kings will see you and rise, and princes will bow down, because of the LORD, who is faithful, the Holy One of Israel, who has chosen you."

Isaiah 53:4, 5
Surely He took on our infirmities and carried our sorrows; yet we considered Him stricken by God, struck down and afflicted. . . .

Matthew 27:39-44
And those who passed by heaped abuse on Him, shaking their heads, . . .

Romans 15:3
For even Christ did not please Himself, but as it is written: "The insults of those who insult You have fallen on Me."

Hebrews 11:36
Still others endured mocking and flogging, and even chains and imprisonment.

Hebrews 13:13
Therefore let us go to Him outside the camp, bearing the disgrace He bore.

1 Peter 4:14
If you are insulted for the name of Christ, you are blessed, because the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you.

especially

Psalm 38:11
My beloved and friends shun my disease, and my kinsmen stand at a distance.

Psalm 41:8, 9
"A vile disease has been poured into him; he will never get up from where he lies!" . . .

Psalm 88:8, 18
You have removed my friends from me; You have made me repulsive to them; I am confined and cannot escape. . . .

Job 19:13, 14
He has removed my brothers from me; my acquaintances have abandoned me. . . .

Jeremiah 12:6
Even your brothers--your own father's household--even they have betrayed you; even they have cried aloud against you. Do not trust them, though they speak well of you.

Micah 7:6
For a son dishonors his father, a daughter rises against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; a man's enemies are the members of his own household.

Matthew 10:21, 22
Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child; children will rise against their parents and have them put to death. . . .

a fear

Psalm 64:8
They will be made to stumble, their own tongues turned against them. All who see will shake their heads.

Job 6:21-23
For now you are of no help; you see terror, and you are afraid. . . .

Matthew 26:56, 74
But this has all happened so that the writings of the prophets would be fulfilled." Then all the disciples deserted Him and fled. . . .

2 Timothy 4:16
At my first defense, no one stood with me, but everyone deserted me. May it not be charged against them.