MY DARLING SISTER, -- The affection of our childhood days has changed into a closest union of mind and heart. Jesus has drawn us to Him together, for are you not already His? He has put the world beneath our feet. Like Zaccheus we have climbed into a tree to behold Him -- mysterious tree, raising us high above all things, from whence we can say: "All is mine, all is for me: the Earth and the Heavens are mine, God Himself is mine, and the Mother of my God is for me." [214] Speaking of that Blessed Mother, I must tell you of one of my simple ways. Sometimes I find myself saying to her: "Dearest Mother, it seems to me that I am happier than you. I have you for my Mother, and you have no Blessed Virgin to love. . . . It is true, you are the Mother of Jesus, but you have given Him to me; and He, from the Cross, has given you to be our Mother -- thus we are richer than you! Long ago, in your humility, you wished to become the little handmaid of the Mother of God; and I -- poor little creature -- am not your handmaid but your child! You are the Mother of Jesus, and you are also mine!" Our greatness in Jesus is verily marvellous, my Céline. He has unveiled for us many a mystery by making us climb the mystical tree of which I spoke above. And now what science is He going to teach? Have we not learned all things from Him? "Make haste to come down, for this day I must abide in thy house." [215] Jesus bids us come down. Where, then, must we go? The Jews asked Him: "Master, where dwellest thou?" [216] And He answered, "The foxes have holes and the birds of the air nests, but the Son of Man hath not where to lay His Head." [217] If we are to be the dwelling-place of Jesus, we must come down even to this -- we must be so poor that we have not where to lay our heads. This grace of light has been given to me during my retreat. Our Lord desires that we should receive Him into our hearts, and no doubt they are empty of creatures. Alas! mine is not empty of self; that is why He bids me come down. And I shall come down even to the very ground, that Jesus may find within my heart a resting-place for His Divine Head, and may feel that there at least He is loved and understood. Footnotes: [214] St. John of the Cross. [215] Luke 19:5. [216] John 1:38. [217] Luke 9:58. |
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