Time! where didst thou those years inter Which I have seen decease? My soul's at war, and truth bids her Find out their hidden sepulchre, To give her troubles peace. Pregnant with flowers doth not the Spring Like a late bride appear? Whose feather'd music [74] only bring Caresses, and no requiem sing On the departed year? The Earth, like some rich wanton heir Whose parents coffin'd lie, Forgets it once look'd pale and bare, And doth for vanities prepare, As the Spring ne'er should die. The present hour, flatter'd by all, Reflects not on the last; But I, like a sad factor [75] , shall To account my life each moment call, And only weep the past. My memory tracks each several way Since reason did begin Over my actions her first sway: And teacheth me that each new day Did only vary sin. Poor bankrupt Conscience! where are those Rich hours but farm'd to thee? How carelessly I some did lose, And other to my lust dispose, As no rent-day should be! I have infected with impure Disorders my first years. But I'll to penitence inure Those that succeed. There is no cure Nor antidote but tears. Footnotes: [74] music, used here plurally for musicians [75] factor, business-manager |