my complaint

Job 6:2
"If only my grief could be weighed and placed with my calamity on the scales.

Job 10:1
I loathe my own life; I will express my complaint and speak in the bitterness of my soul.

Lamentations 3:19, 20
Remember my affliction and wandering, the wormwood and the gall. . . .

Psalm 77:2-9
In the day of trouble I sought the Lord; through the night my outstretched hands did not grow weary; my soul refused to be comforted. . . .

stroke.

Job 11:6
and disclose to you the secrets of wisdom, for true wisdom has two sides. Know then that God exacts from you less than your iniquity deserves.